I've been stagnant for so long that if I were a pool of water, I'd have breeded an entire country of mosquitoes. It really is very depressing to not see any improvement. I would know. I've been shooting at 550+ for a year now. A lot of things can happen in a year. A child could be born in a year; fortunes could be made in a year, and all I've done in that one year is stagnate. I don't like the word 'stagnate'. The first description of the word that comes to mind is 'stale'. Everything related to shooting is just one big mess now. Stupid me.

My eyes look very scary in the mirror now. They are pinkish and look horribly tired. Heck, I feel tired. I look like a freaking zombie right now. ): Stupid eyes.

My table's very messy now. I don't know why, but I feel very irritated about that. It's just bugging me a lot. Stupid table.

I sneezed so bloody much today that it now hurts to even breathe deeply. Stupid crappy nose. I've been having runny/blocked nose problems since as long as I can remember. I think I got bad genes from my parents. ):

I was all zombi-esque this morning, then amazingly, I got better after break! Shitty school canteen food really does wonders :D (ok, the yong tau foo stall is quite good actually, so is the deli corner, but that's it. All the other stalls suck d****y b***s). Oh and the ground shook during bio and it happened to be raining heavily with lots of thunder and lightning (kinda like end-of-the-world stuff actually) so it seemed as though the thunder shook the ground. LOL. Ok, I'm probably the only one who finds that even remotely amusing. As always. sigh...

I'm trying to recall my timetable for tomorrow. I have the timetable in my bag but I just can't be assed to reach behind and search for it because I am LAZY. LARDBUTT. Seriously, I think I need to start running. Getting fat leh. I think I'd just collapse and get downgraded to pes E if I go into NS in my current state. I also need to stop eating out so often before/after trainings. It's digging a HUMONGOUS hole in my wallet. ):

Speaking of wallets, I'm going to make one out of packing tape (that's extra wide scotch tape used to tape up boxes and it's clear so I think it'll prolly be quite cool) and one out of those plastic sheets that people use to wrap textbooks. Then if I'm successful I'm going to start selling them to gullible people my friends at exorbitant relatively affordable prices. ^^ Then if I make a lot of money out of that I'm going to start a franchise and call it The OTHER Wallet Shop. Ok, so maybe that's not the most original of names, but I bet it'll sure as hell annoy the shit out of the owner of The Wallet Shop. Somehow, I never quite liked that shop. I think it's cos they sell low quality stuff at ridiculous prices. Totally not worth it.

Ok. I realise I've used a lot of "ok"s in this post.
Yep. I'm going to sleep. Nitez y'all.

Today, I saw birds eating little wriggly things not once, but TWICE.

I don't know what kind of lousy logic I possess that makes things like these seem blogworthy, but here it is anyway.

incident #1:
In the morning and I saw this bird with a BIG FAT caterpillar in it's beak and it was throwing the little gross shit onto the road and picking it up and throwing in down and picking it up and... you get the drift. (I always have the impression that fat grubs have lots of juice in them, like, they'd give a grossly satisfying 'POP' if you squeeze them just hard enough. Just like popping bubble wrap. I think I just grossed myself out)

incident #2:
On the way home. Actually just a short distance from my house gate. I saw a bird with a wriggly thing in it's beak. Turned out to be a lizard's tail.

I hate wriggly things but I find them intriguing. Does that make sense? I don't know. My mind's an incoherent mess right now. It's filled with thoughts of friends dying, shooting, what goes on inside the stomach, shooting, wanting to go to sleep, shooting, registering for army, shooting, shooting, school tomorrow etc etc. I wish my mind was less cluttered. ):

EDIT: I NOW HAVE THICK, STICKY MUCUS JAMMING UP MY LEFT NOSTRIL. WONDERFUL.

LOOK! New picture! *points up*

yar. anyway, I was damn tired today. I should stop sleeping at midnight.
Was supposed to spray water at the J1s during their pt today but then the weather was too humid and stuff so just ended up sitting around and sleeping in the range. Yea, actually sleeping.
Anyway, nic was punishing the J1s for being late today. Amusing. I can't imagine what it would be like if the J3s did that to us last year LOL.

ok, I don't think I have anything else to psot about. I'm like, waiting for people to reply me so I can book a date for ze medical checkupz. CAN PON SCHOOL LOL.

Ugh. Training at HTNS is a bitch. Not that I feel any less towards shooting but I just wish that HTNS was nearer to my house and I don't have to take a bloody hour and a half to get home. I reached home only at 11 FFS. >:(

This entire week has been damn tiring. HELLO MY WEEKEND. I'll see you in 24 hours! :D

Oh, and I got pranked by val on april fool's (nah la. I blogged about it :p). Stupid girl. Got me all worked up for nothing. TSKKKKKK. :/
And it totally slipped my mind that april 1st = april fool's and I actually forgot to prank anyone. :/
Bah. Now I have to wait another year.

OK time to sleep. I'm like, dead beat. I wouldn't mind sleeping in tomorrow morning and turning up late for school or not turn up at all(tempting. very tempting.).
G'nite y'all!

The stupid video on monetary policy is IRRITATING. ME. A. LOT.

That's all I have to say for today.

Followed darren to Toys 'R' Us after school today to go buy his water gun. We ended up sitting in the aisle deciding for about half an hour before coming to the conclusion that it would be a bit of a waste of money to pay so much for something we would hardly use anyway, so I ended up buying a water pistol and darren bought a 2x2 rubik's cube. haha. Don't be fooled. It's downright befuddling!

Anyway, I feel like I've saved a lot of money! hahahaha.
Off to paly with my new toy. LOL

*squirts water at you and runs away*

hahahaha

money plants ≠ constant flow of cash

Now I have to be sneaky when I come online in order to escape incessant nagging. TSK.

And I finally got my allowance. 1/8 of it is as good as gone cos I have debts to repay. Thanks to all who lent me $$. I can finally pay you guys back haha (:

Then there's that water gun which I'm going to buy to have a water war, that'll prolly cost about another 1/8 of my allowance, not forgetting the bus concession, plus class fund, and that's half my allowance gone before I've actually spent anything. Finally, factor in all those after-training outings/dinners and I'm close to broke.

I need a financial planner friend please.

$.$

Today's training was good. (:

To my dearest parents:

If you think I'm such a disappointment, such a letdown, such a waste of money, maybe you should have used a fucking condom. Now stop shouting and screaming in my face.

Why is it that every time I train, I have to do something wrongly and only realise it near the end of training? *rolls eyes*

This is not good! NOT GOOD YO.

I think tomorrow's timetable is the best. 2 lectures, PE and DOUBLE BREAK. HELL YEA!

What the hell. It's already 1130?!?! I was under the impression that the night was still young.
OKEY. Time to sleep.

knitezbye

TSK. With the amount of time I spend staring at my phone playing tetris, I'm going to need specs by the end of the month. Wait, no that's like, next Monday. Ok, that's just ridiculous. Maybe by the end of next month. SPECTACLES!! DAMN, THAT'S COOL.

I just watched Sweeney Todd. (Lag. I know.) It's a horribly morbid movie, but strangely enough, I actually feel like eating pies now. hahaha

Oh, and today was the first time in a long while that I actually got to go home right after school ended. Let me tell you, that is a helluva good thing because I got totally exhausted from tetris. You're prolly going "WTF" right now but I swear it's true.

mmhmm. True as the sky is blue.

Heh, I don't know where that came from hahaha

k nap. bye

This is damn weird. I'm happy and pissed at the same time.
It's times like these that make me think psychology is cool. Finding out what goes on in peoples' minds and what makes them tick is simply amazing. Best job in the world.

Tetris is the best game ever! Playing in the morning, during tutorials, breaks. I would play in lectures too but it's kinda difficut to play indiscretely. I managed to drain my phone's battery in a day LOL. I know I've already said this, but it really is the best game ever! (:

And I absolutely hate it when people whom I don't click with try and chill and crack jokes with me, and I'm thinking:
"WTF ARE YOU TALKING TO ME. I DON'T LIKE YOU. NOT ONE BIT. PLEASE DON'T TALK TO ME. GO AWAY. PLEASE. LEAVE ME ALONE. WHY ARE YOU STILL TRYING TO SUAN ME. I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND. ONLY FRIENDS SUAN EACH OTHER. WHAT MAKES YOU THINK I'M YOUR FRIEND."

Definitely not cool yo.

On the outside, I'm all smiles and going like: "haha lol"
but secretly, I'm trying to do or say stuff that will get me left alone.
I mean, I can't just say "F*** OFF AND DIE" right? That's just rude.
Come on, take a hint. Sometimes I think it's a chore being nice.
Don't take it personally though. I just don't like you.
Yes, I'm childish. So shoot me. (LOL imagine that, shooting a shooter)

OK. That's enough said. Any more and I'll end up revealing who I'm talking about and whatever happens if I do reveal who it is will just be a bitch to handle.

I meant to post something else but I was so caught up in typing that chunk of words above (look above.) that I forgot what it was.

Oh yea. I remembered. I HAVE AN EXTREMELY STRONG DISLIKE FOR FAIRIES. By fairies, I don't mean those mystical, magical creatures (those kind of fairies are cool). Figure it out yourself.

Hate post hidden (:

OK off to dinner and then more tetris! ^^

Yes, I do realise that this is my third post today, but this song is simply... you know it, teh secks. (lol. limited vocabulary)
Anyway, his eyes are damn cool. Like "holy s*** wtf i want eyes like that!" kind of cool.

Oops. I was off by 38 points. LOL
bleargh. slightly frustrating.

okok time to do reflection on today's shoot. *stares into mirror*
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA sorry couldn't resist. :D

Hello.

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Bye.

Yesterday, I slept for 14 hours in total. Almost a personal achievement I think.

That's probably why I'm awake now. Sucks. Who wakes up at 5:30 on a Saturday morning, seriously.

Bleh. No one that I want to  talk to is on MSN at this ungodly hour. ):
Ah, nvm. There's always the music to keep me company till people start waking up.
Breaking Benjamin is teh secks yo.

Training later today. I love shooting. (:

And I hate my small eyes. ):
Lack of sleep just makes them more obvious. OK I'll go sleep now.

Instant noodle misadventures #1

To all aspiring instant noodle chefs:

Putting beehoon in with soup based instant noodles is NOT advisable. Beehoon is the sworn enemy of yummy, soupy instant noodles. It soaks up all the soup and turns the entire pot into a starchy heap of soggy clumps of noodles with a consistency mostly associated with lumpy baby food. Turns a delicious, hearty dish into a appetite-threatening mess.

Though, if you MUST, add only a small amount of the dreaded white strands. Add any more and you'll be eating tasteless goop.

This post was inspired by late-night after training hunger pangs.
I hate beehoon.

Public Health Warning: stay away, i might be contagious

i have a bitch of a cough and sporadic sneezing. ugh
i really, really, hope i'm not sick.

i have retarded (that's in a good way, translut. i know you'll read this) classmates who climb walls to get into toilets one floor above; come up with most obscenez greetings; start random conversations about whatever and generally make school a whole lot more fun. ROFLMAO

last row is teh secks man.

i'm grateful for having my friends. and what great friends you guys are (: 

School seemed to be over pretty quick today. That's new for a Monday! :D

Yes it's damn fun being back in school. Cephas is funny shit LOLOLOL.

And guess what, i'm at 12 pullups! WOO! BUTTSECKS!

kdinnerbye

Hello. It's Sunday night again and that means school (oh, joy) tomorrow. Which also probably means getting back CT results, which will also probaby mean a generally pissy mood throughout the entire week owing to said results, which will in all likelyhood, be horrible.

Shooting on tues! ^^
MOST FUN!
Tues is only 26 hours away.
26.

That is all.