Loser

Because my life's soooooooooo interesting.

IT'S RAINING!

Well, I don't know. It's been what? Three quarters of a year now and I still haven't told her that I like her. I haven't talked to her either, save for the occasional sms or chat on msn. But those dont' count. Heck, I don't even say 'hi'. I don't know why I do it. Shy? I don't think so. I think I'm more afraid. But afraid of what exactly, I'm not sure. But there's one thing I'm certain of. With the way I've been acting, I don't think I'd want to talk to me either.

Arrgh. This is frustrating. I need to grow some fucking balls or get over it. ):

Don't mind the self berating post. I'm just a loser.

And it's stopped raining. Fuck off sun.